Friday, February 15, 2013

salam... :) 

waaaaahhhhhhh,it's been like.......... a few months i didn't post anything here..ahahaha..sorry my blog..tuan kau ni amatlah bz.. ahakkksss.. >,< so tonite im gonna share a story for uols there. im back with a new spirit, new life n new ambition...wait..ambition??????? YES, ambition.. ~,~

mggu ni mmg mggu yg sgt2 vavavoooooooo tok aku sbab result final exam ahirnya klua gak..oh my!!! how was it??am I pass the papers??sangkut lg ke x???klu sangkut,paper ape plak kali ni???!!!! OH MY!!!!

Dalam kebingungan aku dgn result final, ALLAH S.W.T itu sentiasa ada.. hehehe..seriously, lngsung xde feeling gelisah o nervous dlm diri aku...btol la kan..org salu ckp, "kalau kita yakin dgn Allah, Allah akn bantu kita di saat kita perlukan Dia.. "

Syukur alhamdulillah, my result was not too bad..a lot of improvement n much better than before.. cuma sangkut satu subjek je..kikikiki..tu pun killer subject FIN420..shhiiohh!!!! aku rasa mmg half class yg repeat paper nih..even geng aku merepeat paper yg sma utk kali ke-3..ololololo.. cian sgt kt diorg..yelah,struggle tok pass paper nih masa final aritu tp at last, failed lg..tp papepun, mmg salute la kt diorg sbab repeat..yelah, bkn skali tp 3 KALI..hahahaha.. neway friends, i'm with u all guys.. together we sit for the next class.. huahuahua!!!

aku sgt2 bersyukur even sangkut 1 paper..1 je ek..klu nk compare dgn sem lps, aku tpksa repeat 2 paper..mak aiiii.. mmg sakit..sakit teramattttt!!! hahaha.. but i learned from experience..result sem ni pon byk main ngn huruf B je..hehe..C ade satu, A pon ade satu..yg x bestnye, F..lama bebeno dh aku x tgk huruf ni lm life..last aku jumpe Mr.F ni ms STPM dlu..2 taon lps k.. hehehe..p x bole la nk slhkn sesiapa..aku lbih suka slhkn diri sndiri.. (mmg slh sndiri pon..ahahahaha) ^___^

Misi & perjuangan masih diteruskan utk sem 3 ni nnti.. ya Allah, x sbr rasanye nk abiskn degree nih.. x sbr nk merase topi segi empat..x sbr nk bgi mak ayah senang.. itu janji aku utk diri sendiri n famili.. famili akn jd tanggungjawab aku suatu hari nnti..insyaAllah.. ~,~

so semester 3, please be nice to me ok..hehehe..sesungguhnya, doa mak & ayah, support from familiy n friends n guide from Allah s.w.t menjadikn aku lebih kuat utk menempuh alam universiti & ujian dr NYA.. i know u can do it Siti Zulaikha.. ^,^ chiayo2!!!

Friday, November 30, 2012

... It's U...

Halloooooooooooooooooooooooooo... ~,~

well,kte mulakan dgn BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM... :) malam ni,aku nk cite ckit psl HIM..who's HIM???

Dia yg bernama Khairul Hazwan... insan yg pernah buat aku senyum & bahagia..even kteorg knl 5 bln je..but  ironinya,dia ialah senior aku semasa sekolh rendah..OMG!! ahahaha..no wonder aku rasa mcm aku pnh tgk muka mamat ni..hehehe..seriously,he's so sweet..muka ala2 imam muda asyraf taw..hOhO..

Orang ckp,langit x selalunya cerah..that's wat happened in our relationship..kasih & sayang yg terjalin hanya lasted for 5 months.. 5 MONTHS ONLY..aku la org yg paling ralat bla bnda ni tjadi.. disebabkn mulut orang & dia lbih percayakn apa yg org tu ckp, we end our relationship..without any reason..

walaupun dh 7 bln hal tu berlalu,hati aku tetap sygkan dia..i don't know why..i try to forgot him,put him away..delete his number,pictures..but still,he's here...deep inside my heart..i know n i realise that i still love him..just imagine,tanpa sbrg probs pun yg timbul antara kteorg,hubungan tu suddenly end up..

for HIM,please give me a chance to explain everything..till now,im still giving u chance to pled ur apologise..eventho i know,ur not gonna do it..please adeng,put aside all ur EGO..for once,listen to wat i said..it takes 2 minutes only..not ur whole life..don't ever said that u regret knowing me,fall in love with me..because u know,we already shared that dreams together..and we had planned for our future..it makes me become so heartbroken knowing u didn't put ur trust on me..im the only one who try to settle down the probs,but u not syg...i really hope that one fine day,u will realise how much i love u n im cherish this relationship so much..that was so much dreams we've built together deng..i remembered all that syg..

aku sedar,ALLAH itu MAHA MENGETAHUI..dan aku yakin dengan setiap ketentuan yg telah ditetapkan olehNya,pasti ada hikmah yg tersendiri...dengan Dia,aku byk meluahkan segala yg terbuku di hati..mengadu semua masalah dan kesulitan yg aku alami kepadaNya...terima kasih ya Allah..Kau masih berikan aku kesempatan itu..utk berbicara denganMu...walau tidak pernah berteMu Ya Rabb, Engkau sentiasa ada utk hambaMu ini... mendengar kesulitan yg aku alami...menyedarkan aku di saat aku lalai...dan memberi petunjuk serta hidayahMu... aku mengharapkan yg terbaik utk hubungan kami berdua Ya Allah..aku yakin,jika bukan saat ini utk hubungan silaturrahim ini kembali terjalin,pasti Engkau telah menetapkannya utk suatu hari nanti..Engkau redhakanlah hati ini utk semuanya Ya Rabb..sesungguhnya,aku menyayanginya keranaMu Ya Allah... Amin..

mcm yg ktk ckp, "nya ada cgek,kmk pun ada cgek keychain tok.." i hope one fine day,i have u in my life...n u have me in ur life..to complete each other..till jannah.. amin..



Sunday, September 23, 2012

September 2012

Assalam.. ~,~ by the time i wrote d entri, jam sudah pun mnunjukkan pkul............... 2.23 AM.

wahhhh!!! waktu yg sgt afdal utk aku ek.ahahaha...org lain dh belayar smpai ke mana,aku still dok tas katil,waitin' for the slow internet connected to BLOGGER.COM n update my blog...uurrgghh!!! siot sgt la ternet..x blh ke laju ckit??etliz la kan..rather than i waited for 2 hours...SENGAL!!!

Neway,back to d topic ok..jgn mnyimpang tlalu jauh..nnti susah nk patah balik.kan kan kan.. ^^ it's been a while aku x update my blog..hOhO..Of course excuses yg aku salu pakai ialah bz..ahahaha..sdgkan x bz mane ponnnn.. ~,~ but actually, im quite bz since early 2012..n become more bz since i've got Zara in y life..who's she??? my lil' PRINCESS..Zara Hazwani... ^^ bkn ank ok..i single lg.ahahaha..ank angkat la..dont get it wrong..typical readers,mst anggap yg i oledy give birth..haiiyoo!!! not yet maaa..

hati ni mmg tgerak n nak sgt2 mnulis smthing d blog since awl thun..tp ada je kekangan.ahahaha..yah,faktor mood mungkin antara puncanya.ahahaha..nk mnulis ni mst la ada jiwanya.klau x,merepek lg la jwbnya kan..kikikikiki.. i make some changes to my blog..new looked,even x chantekk tp kte suke..wink2.. *,* baik ada dr xde kan..slow2 maa..gonna add more widgets but it takes time.ahahaha..sb aku bknnya salu sgt nk on9 ni..

just wanna update n i can feel that im gonna write more n more in da future..huahuahua..smngt suda mali..so jgn undur lg n trus maju..wahhh!!! ayat aku ni sejibik cm budak nk dok STPM lg skali..NO NO NO...ckup skali ok..skrg masanya utk mnikmati alam UNIVERSITI..hehe.. ~,~ ALHAMDULILLAH,akhirnya impian mak & ayah tercapai gak nk mlihat aku mnyambungkan pelajaran ke U thun ni..berkat doa & kesabaran,aku mampu jugak menjejakkan kaki ke universiti...tp ape cita sbnanya ek???mcm mane aku blh brniat nk stdy blik???ikuti kisahnya dlm entri yg akn datang.ahahahaha.. ^^ got to sleep now... apa2 pun,CIEYKA xkn dlupakn lg lps ni.ekekeke..FYI,Cieyka was my blog's name ok.. special kan??? nyte uolss.. assalam ... 

Monday, July 26, 2010

Aku merepek lagi..Ya meh??????

sebab lama sgt dh x update, ari nih aku update k...HHmmmmMM....nk ckp pe???NTAH..LOL.. ~,~




Tu jelah..xtau la nk merepek pe lg..yg pnting, aku nk study..hahaha....



CCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!
(^,^)

Friday, July 2, 2010

BZ Week..!!!!

As usual,ade je bnda aku nk merepek ari nih..ekekeke..ok, b4 aku start merepek, aku mulakn dgn.......
BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRRAHIM.....

Orite...mggu nih, hari Isnin dh aku start bz..nk tau x bz sal sape????
jeng jeng jeng....


bz ngn mama lyna aku nih..(pic nih time dier still vogue n vass!!!HAHA..)


Alkisahnya, aritu pas je dier buat presentation tok MUET,dier mngadu dier sakit perut..yelah, lyna nih mmg dh biasa sgt ngn gastrik..so, x kisah sgtlah..aku truskn mbuat keje aku.. edit photo..ekekeke..keje gak kn..mule2 tu aku x perasan sgt...time lm makmal tu, lyna ibarat GULA yg dihurung oleh SEMUT2..hahaha...sweet tu..ekekeke..semut2 tu merujuk kpd geng2 ktorg lm klas lh..xtau plak smpai condition dier nih parah thp mnitiskan air mata..Cewah!
Aku ingtkn mama aku nih kebal n lut sakit, rupenye.............Ish3...Hehehe...


So, kte org pun dh start panik sb lyna cramp-cramp satu bdn..dh nama pun gastrik, xknlah smpai cramp kn..still lg nih, urut2 dier,bg minum susu pns..tp, x ilang gak ksakitan dier..at last,sbab dh xde cara lain, kte org tpaksa mgunakn khidmat Mr.Stretcher tok angkat lyna n bwk g hospital..dh dier x dpt angkat, so nk atau x nk, pkai stretcher...


Mungkin sbab nih 1st time aku tgk dier cmnih, aku nangis..huhuhu..ttibe plak aku yg emosi..wakakaka..aku n Azean yg escort dier smpai hospital..but one thing, i should give Mr.Yong a big applause cuz dier bwk lyna g hospital..even he got meeting that afternoon..THANKS Mr.Yong...


Skrang nih, lps beberapa hari berlalu,(ceh,cm cerekarama je...) lyna kembali sihat even dier demam pastu..hahaha..mama aku nih mmg tau, pas perut dier meragam, dier plak yg meragam..ekekekeke...tp skrang dier sihat dh..ALHAMDULILLAH...


So, i'm a lil' bit bz this week cuz worry bout her condition..but,study still at the 1st place n top chart in my daily life..hehe..


Tu je yg aku nk merepek mlm nih..InsyaAllah klau aku rajin mlm esk, aku merepek lg k..HAHA..
(~,~)


G.nite..... =,=

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I'm Home..!!!!!

I'm Home..!!!!!hahaahahha...mcm la aku g overseas n bru blik Malaysia..CEH..!!!the past few days, aku tdo kt umh cousin aku..tulah psl aku x update diary aku nih..ekeke..neway, now i wrote and express my mood n feelings..wat i'm doin' today..bla bla bla..

OK..Let's change d topic..arinih, aku g jln2 ngn sowg lg besties aku..FATEEN..hehe..who's she???????Hmmmmm.......


Nilah besties aku..FATIN ANNUAL ONG.. ~,~

dh lama gak aku x jln2 ngn dier nih..since dier blik cuti dr poli, smpaila nk dier nk g balik ke poli jumaat nih..hahahaha....sory beb..Gua bz skit lah..hehehe.. ~,~

aku nih, klau dh jumpe balik ngn geng2 yg otaknye agak krek skit(smela ngn aku..hahaha..), mmg xde keje len..KETAWA..KETAWA..DAN..............KETAWA.......!!!!!!!!Hahahahaha...ade jer citer yg bleh mnyebabkn perut kami pecah n usus2 terburai..hahahaha.... ~,~

Tapi, arini topik pbincangan aku ngn fateen agak serius kit..bkaitan dgn someone yg aku dh lupekn n sdg bbahagia skrang..air mata ni hmpir2 je menitis tp aku tahan sbab aku xnk ateen tau..

Senang tok aku ckp aku benci,x nk ingt peristiwa lampau..tp, satu soalan yg menyebabkn hati aku kembali sedih ialah bila ateen tnya kt aku.."aku ingt kau msih sedih smpai skrng.."
Aku x nafikn, mmg aku cuba lupakn peristiwa lalu, tp entah knape..bila ateen tnya aku cmtu, hati aku dh terasa smthin'...

Tak salah tok aku cube lupakn sbab mmg itu yg sbetolnya dan harus aku buat..apa yg aku pasti, aku dh berjaya tok lupekn dia..ALHAMDULILLAH..Aku bersyukur sgt2 kpd ALLAH S.W.T krn mberi aku kekuatan utk mhadapi semua ni..
Ditambah pulak dgn sokongn rakan2..x kisahlah..kwn bru ke, atau yg aku bru je knal..semuanya mnyokong aku n byk bgi nasihat..THANKS FRIENDS..!!!MMMUUUAAAHHH.....!!!

So, utk beberapa bln nih, aku hnya mem'busy'kn diri aku d blog aku nih..i'm not ready yet to log in at my FB..Sory yah..biarlh keadaan aku btol2 stabil dulu b4 aku buat homecoming aku kt FB...Geng2 lain pun aku dh pesan bnda yg sma..klau nk tau pkembngan aku yg latest, tgk jer kt blog..hihhihihii..much better rite...?????

tu jelah yg aku nk merepk mlm nih..mlm esok, kte merepek lg ek...hahahahahaha...~,~

Gud Nite all.......!!!!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Happy Birthday Mum!

It's all about MUM.. YyYYYYYYYYyyyyEEEeeeeEEEEAAAaaaaaAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

Hari ni,birthday mak aku yg ke-48 tahun..tua dh ye..hehehe..mcm biase, aku wish shari lbih awal..n kebetulan gak, we all sefamily(tmasuk cousins skali... :p) buat BBQ kt rumah cousin last night..so, nilah peluang nk buat party..kecil2lan je..yg pnting, ade cake..ekekeke...

moment yg paling best when all the MUSA's daughter ade last night..wakakaka..yelah, salunye slh seorg mst xde..MUSA's daughter ni terdiri drpd Anjang(twins k..hehe..), then Mak Ngah, pastu my mum..Udak la..and last but not least Chik..ekekeke..kiranye yg 2nd last bongsu lm salasilah Musa dan Sulong..ekekeke...

OK, kite beralih kpd tajuk asal cite aku nih..semalam, lps abis je kteorg BBQ, aku decide tok kuarkn chocolate cake yg aku bli ptg smlm..nyum nyum nyum..choco tu...wakakaka...jgn jeles ek.. :p

Walaupun cake menjadi acara terakhir semlm, tp x sia2 gak aku beli..even though all the family members already full pas melantak lamb n chicken wings panggang...hahahaha..adelh side dishes yg lain...

Ni je picture yg aku sempat ambik semlm sbab camera dh kong bateri..hehehe.. ~,~




Let me introduce one by one..ekekeke... ~,~

yg kanan skali, Chik aku..Zaliha...
Yg tengah, of course my Mum..Noral'asikin..
Kiri skali, Anjang Lus..Rosini..
Blakang tu, twins dier..Roseni..
Beside her, Mak Ngah..Rohaida...


This is......... Musa's Daughter... ~,~