salam... :) 

waaaaahhhhhhh,it's been like.......... a few months i didn't post anything here..ahahaha..sorry my blog..tuan kau ni amatlah bz.. ahakkksss.. >,< so tonite im gonna share a story for uols there. im back with a new spirit, new life n new ambition...wait..ambition??????? YES, ambition.. ~,~

mggu ni mmg mggu yg sgt2 vavavoooooooo tok aku sbab result final exam ahirnya klua gak..oh my!!! how was it??am I pass the papers??sangkut lg ke x???klu sangkut,paper ape plak kali ni???!!!! OH MY!!!!

Dalam kebingungan aku dgn result final, ALLAH S.W.T itu sentiasa ada.. hehehe..seriously, lngsung xde feeling gelisah o nervous dlm diri aku...btol la kan..org salu ckp, "kalau kita yakin dgn Allah, Allah akn bantu kita di saat kita perlukan Dia.. "

Syukur alhamdulillah, my result was not too bad..a lot of improvement n much better than before.. cuma sangkut satu subjek je..kikikiki..tu pun killer subject FIN420..shhiiohh!!!! aku rasa mmg half class yg repeat paper nih..even geng aku merepeat paper yg sma utk kali ke-3..ololololo.. cian sgt kt diorg..yelah,struggle tok pass paper nih masa final aritu tp at last, failed lg..tp papepun, mmg salute la kt diorg sbab repeat..yelah, bkn skali tp 3 KALI..hahahaha.. neway friends, i'm with u all guys.. together we sit for the next class.. huahuahua!!!

aku sgt2 bersyukur even sangkut 1 paper..1 je ek..klu nk compare dgn sem lps, aku tpksa repeat 2 paper..mak aiiii.. mmg sakit..sakit teramattttt!!! hahaha.. but i learned from experience..result sem ni pon byk main ngn huruf B je..hehe..C ade satu, A pon ade satu..yg x bestnye, F..lama bebeno dh aku x tgk huruf ni lm life..last aku jumpe Mr.F ni ms STPM dlu..2 taon lps k.. hehehe..p x bole la nk slhkn sesiapa..aku lbih suka slhkn diri sndiri.. (mmg slh sndiri pon..ahahahaha) ^___^

Misi & perjuangan masih diteruskan utk sem 3 ni nnti.. ya Allah, x sbr rasanye nk abiskn degree nih.. x sbr nk merase topi segi empat..x sbr nk bgi mak ayah senang.. itu janji aku utk diri sendiri n famili.. famili akn jd tanggungjawab aku suatu hari nnti..insyaAllah.. ~,~

so semester 3, please be nice to me ok..hehehe..sesungguhnya, doa mak & ayah, support from familiy n friends n guide from Allah s.w.t menjadikn aku lebih kuat utk menempuh alam universiti & ujian dr NYA.. i know u can do it Siti Zulaikha.. ^,^ chiayo2!!!

Halloooooooooooooooooooooooooo... ~,~

well,kte mulakan dgn BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM... :) malam ni,aku nk cite ckit psl HIM..who's HIM???

Dia yg bernama Khairul Hazwan... insan yg pernah buat aku senyum & bahagia..even kteorg knl 5 bln je..but  ironinya,dia ialah senior aku semasa sekolh rendah..OMG!! ahahaha..no wonder aku rasa mcm aku pnh tgk muka mamat ni..hehehe..seriously,he's so sweet..muka ala2 imam muda asyraf taw..hOhO..

Orang ckp,langit x selalunya cerah..that's wat happened in our relationship..kasih & sayang yg terjalin hanya lasted for 5 months.. 5 MONTHS ONLY..aku la org yg paling ralat bla bnda ni tjadi.. disebabkn mulut orang & dia lbih percayakn apa yg org tu ckp, we end our relationship..without any reason..

walaupun dh 7 bln hal tu berlalu,hati aku tetap sygkan dia..i don't know why..i try to forgot him,put him away..delete his number,pictures..but still,he's here...deep inside my heart..i know n i realise that i still love him..just imagine,tanpa sbrg probs pun yg timbul antara kteorg,hubungan tu suddenly end up..

for HIM,please give me a chance to explain everything..till now,im still giving u chance to pled ur apologise..eventho i know,ur not gonna do it..please adeng,put aside all ur EGO..for once,listen to wat i said..it takes 2 minutes only..not ur whole life..don't ever said that u regret knowing me,fall in love with me..because u know,we already shared that dreams together..and we had planned for our future..it makes me become so heartbroken knowing u didn't put ur trust on me..im the only one who try to settle down the probs,but u not syg...i really hope that one fine day,u will realise how much i love u n im cherish this relationship so much..that was so much dreams we've built together deng..i remembered all that syg..

aku sedar,ALLAH itu MAHA MENGETAHUI..dan aku yakin dengan setiap ketentuan yg telah ditetapkan olehNya,pasti ada hikmah yg tersendiri...dengan Dia,aku byk meluahkan segala yg terbuku di hati..mengadu semua masalah dan kesulitan yg aku alami kepadaNya...terima kasih ya Allah..Kau masih berikan aku kesempatan itu..utk berbicara denganMu...walau tidak pernah berteMu Ya Rabb, Engkau sentiasa ada utk hambaMu ini... mendengar kesulitan yg aku alami...menyedarkan aku di saat aku lalai...dan memberi petunjuk serta hidayahMu... aku mengharapkan yg terbaik utk hubungan kami berdua Ya Allah..aku yakin,jika bukan saat ini utk hubungan silaturrahim ini kembali terjalin,pasti Engkau telah menetapkannya utk suatu hari nanti..Engkau redhakanlah hati ini utk semuanya Ya Rabb..sesungguhnya,aku menyayanginya keranaMu Ya Allah... Amin..

Assalam.. ~,~ by the time i wrote d entri, jam sudah pun mnunjukkan pkul............... 2.23 AM.

sebab lama sgt dh x update, ari nih aku update k...HHmmmmMM....nk ckp pe???NTAH..LOL.. ~,~




Tu jelah..xtau la nk merepek pe lg..yg pnting, aku nk study..hahaha....