Friday, November 30, 2012

... It's U...

Halloooooooooooooooooooooooooo... ~,~

well,kte mulakan dgn BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM... :) malam ni,aku nk cite ckit psl HIM..who's HIM???

Dia yg bernama Khairul Hazwan... insan yg pernah buat aku senyum & bahagia..even kteorg knl 5 bln je..but  ironinya,dia ialah senior aku semasa sekolh rendah..OMG!! ahahaha..no wonder aku rasa mcm aku pnh tgk muka mamat ni..hehehe..seriously,he's so sweet..muka ala2 imam muda asyraf taw..hOhO..

Orang ckp,langit x selalunya cerah..that's wat happened in our relationship..kasih & sayang yg terjalin hanya lasted for 5 months.. 5 MONTHS ONLY..aku la org yg paling ralat bla bnda ni tjadi.. disebabkn mulut orang & dia lbih percayakn apa yg org tu ckp, we end our relationship..without any reason..

walaupun dh 7 bln hal tu berlalu,hati aku tetap sygkan dia..i don't know why..i try to forgot him,put him away..delete his number,pictures..but still,he's here...deep inside my heart..i know n i realise that i still love him..just imagine,tanpa sbrg probs pun yg timbul antara kteorg,hubungan tu suddenly end up..

for HIM,please give me a chance to explain everything..till now,im still giving u chance to pled ur apologise..eventho i know,ur not gonna do it..please adeng,put aside all ur EGO..for once,listen to wat i said..it takes 2 minutes only..not ur whole life..don't ever said that u regret knowing me,fall in love with me..because u know,we already shared that dreams together..and we had planned for our future..it makes me become so heartbroken knowing u didn't put ur trust on me..im the only one who try to settle down the probs,but u not syg...i really hope that one fine day,u will realise how much i love u n im cherish this relationship so much..that was so much dreams we've built together deng..i remembered all that syg..

aku sedar,ALLAH itu MAHA MENGETAHUI..dan aku yakin dengan setiap ketentuan yg telah ditetapkan olehNya,pasti ada hikmah yg tersendiri...dengan Dia,aku byk meluahkan segala yg terbuku di hati..mengadu semua masalah dan kesulitan yg aku alami kepadaNya...terima kasih ya Allah..Kau masih berikan aku kesempatan itu..utk berbicara denganMu...walau tidak pernah berteMu Ya Rabb, Engkau sentiasa ada utk hambaMu ini... mendengar kesulitan yg aku alami...menyedarkan aku di saat aku lalai...dan memberi petunjuk serta hidayahMu... aku mengharapkan yg terbaik utk hubungan kami berdua Ya Allah..aku yakin,jika bukan saat ini utk hubungan silaturrahim ini kembali terjalin,pasti Engkau telah menetapkannya utk suatu hari nanti..Engkau redhakanlah hati ini utk semuanya Ya Rabb..sesungguhnya,aku menyayanginya keranaMu Ya Allah... Amin..

mcm yg ktk ckp, "nya ada cgek,kmk pun ada cgek keychain tok.." i hope one fine day,i have u in my life...n u have me in ur life..to complete each other..till jannah.. amin..



Sunday, September 23, 2012

September 2012

Assalam.. ~,~ by the time i wrote d entri, jam sudah pun mnunjukkan pkul............... 2.23 AM.

wahhhh!!! waktu yg sgt afdal utk aku ek.ahahaha...org lain dh belayar smpai ke mana,aku still dok tas katil,waitin' for the slow internet connected to BLOGGER.COM n update my blog...uurrgghh!!! siot sgt la ternet..x blh ke laju ckit??etliz la kan..rather than i waited for 2 hours...SENGAL!!!

Neway,back to d topic ok..jgn mnyimpang tlalu jauh..nnti susah nk patah balik.kan kan kan.. ^^ it's been a while aku x update my blog..hOhO..Of course excuses yg aku salu pakai ialah bz..ahahaha..sdgkan x bz mane ponnnn.. ~,~ but actually, im quite bz since early 2012..n become more bz since i've got Zara in y life..who's she??? my lil' PRINCESS..Zara Hazwani... ^^ bkn ank ok..i single lg.ahahaha..ank angkat la..dont get it wrong..typical readers,mst anggap yg i oledy give birth..haiiyoo!!! not yet maaa..

hati ni mmg tgerak n nak sgt2 mnulis smthing d blog since awl thun..tp ada je kekangan.ahahaha..yah,faktor mood mungkin antara puncanya.ahahaha..nk mnulis ni mst la ada jiwanya.klau x,merepek lg la jwbnya kan..kikikikiki.. i make some changes to my blog..new looked,even x chantekk tp kte suke..wink2.. *,* baik ada dr xde kan..slow2 maa..gonna add more widgets but it takes time.ahahaha..sb aku bknnya salu sgt nk on9 ni..

just wanna update n i can feel that im gonna write more n more in da future..huahuahua..smngt suda mali..so jgn undur lg n trus maju..wahhh!!! ayat aku ni sejibik cm budak nk dok STPM lg skali..NO NO NO...ckup skali ok..skrg masanya utk mnikmati alam UNIVERSITI..hehe.. ~,~ ALHAMDULILLAH,akhirnya impian mak & ayah tercapai gak nk mlihat aku mnyambungkan pelajaran ke U thun ni..berkat doa & kesabaran,aku mampu jugak menjejakkan kaki ke universiti...tp ape cita sbnanya ek???mcm mane aku blh brniat nk stdy blik???ikuti kisahnya dlm entri yg akn datang.ahahahaha.. ^^ got to sleep now... apa2 pun,CIEYKA xkn dlupakn lg lps ni.ekekeke..FYI,Cieyka was my blog's name ok.. special kan??? nyte uolss.. assalam ...